2006-04-30
Update
Yesterday was Coachella! Yes it was amazing. I bet today is pretty amazing too. I would have loved to see Bloc Party and Mates of State. Madonna too. Oh well, I had so much fun yesterday. Damien Marley was probably the best I think. It was crazy, so many groups of friends were packing bowls or smoking joints and EVERYONE was moving to the rhythm. It was just so amazing, and there was this moment when people had their lighters and cell phones raised and it was just so beautiful-not just the sight but the feeling-the atmosphere. It was sublime. Perfect. Oh yeah, I was also on shrooms, which is mind blowing in itself.
Matt is so great. He is probably the sincerest, nicest person I have met in a long time. I am still so cynical and I am just waiting for the other shoe to drop. I guess I am just afraid that he is only like this right now cause he is so enamoured with me, but at any second he will just stop seeing me as this precious girl and start seeing me as something he does not really want or need. But for now, I am just trying so desperately to not think too much about it and enjoy him and the time we are spending together.
I can not believe how fast summer is approaching. I can not believe that I will be leaving for Santa Cruz in August. I am pretty excited and nervous. It is so scary to think that in such a short time I will be living 6 hours from my family and friends. I will know no one and be basically starting over. Hmm crazy.
HippiGypsy at 5:39 p.m.